I've become uninspired. Where once I could look at things, watch things, and read things and have my imagination spark up, it's just not happening anymore. It more than likely has to do with this spiraling depression I've seem to have fallen into. I've been trying my damnedest to get out of it too by hanging out with my friends on the weekend and keep my mind off things, and during the week work keeps my mind pretty focused on other things. At home though I have so much time to think, so I've become absorbed in watching Sailor Moon again. I dunno...hopefully I'll work myself out of this funk I've fallen in soon.


But yeah, for any of you that talk to me that might have been curious why I've become distant in the past couple weeks, now you kind of know why.

So I've had my tablet for over a month and still have nothing to show for it. XD I really haven't messed around with it htat much either, bad LII-chan, bad. Go ahead and smack my hands. I'm going to work on trying to get some practice in with it so I can get used to the feel of drawing on it. I drew something today, but it's more like a "wtf - don't ask what she was thinking" type drawing. It was done out of serious boredom while sitting at friend's house, waiting for another friend to show up. I'd upload it, but I drew a penis on the...thing so it'd probably reported or flagged or whatever, and deleted by DA admins... so if ya really wanna see it, just note me your MSN/Yahoo contact info, and I'll send it to you via email or file transfer over IMs, whatever you prefer... course.... MS-chan might be the only person asking to see it, but hey, at least I'm putting the offer out there lol.

That's it for now

LII

I GOT MY TABLET TODAY!!!!! I'm so stoked now!! All that's left is to practice using it :3

Ooooooooooooooookay!! First off.... It's way to early in the morning to be awake... seeing as how it's a quarter after five in the morning. x.x Anywho!I got Photoshop CS3!!! YAaaaaaaaay!! I can't wait to start playing around with it... I messed with it a little bit the other day, but I don't want to do anything more with it until I get a drawing tablet for my laptop. This brings me to my other thing that has me all excited. >w< I'm going to be getting said tablet sometime next week! Thanks to the aid of one of my close friends in SL, I was able to aquire a bamboo tablet from wacom off of Amazon for only $54.99 *___* Sooooooo much better of a price than the usual $69.99 price that it runs for. Thank you Amazon, I think you are my new love.

Well.... that's all for now. I need to get my butt in gear and head for work now so I'm not late again. It's the last day of the school year!! Woot! Starting next week it's a new schedule as summer camp begins. XD

And my scanner software would work on my laptop. >.< It would be really nice.